unlike before
i wanted more
I told them I woudn’t ask for more
But I did
and things got sore
so sore
to ask for more
unlike before
i wanted your
love to explore
even then
i wanted more
and when i did
things got more sore
unlike before
right to the core
to see my heart there on the floor
and all my pleads
they did ignore..
unlike before
unlike before
(via toskinandbone)
I’m sorry - lol that word again, so i guess i’m not really sorry - for being such a negative nelly all the time. I know i’m such a downer and I know you try so hard to make me happy and stuff but idk, i guess i just hate myself too much, and i hate life too. Not everything in life but a lot of it so it outweighs everything to the point where it’s broken the scale and got stuck that way.
Maybe if we find someone to fix the scale or buy a new one, i don’t know.
But going back to that word sorry (lol) maybe i’m not sorry. Maybe it’s better that I brandish it now than later. I probably need the help to be more pleasant around people. Daria is cynical and intelligent but man does she have problems, I don’t want to be like her. Like I love her to death and I agree with everything she says but no. And maybe i’m not sorry, also because I want people to realize that there are 2 extremes. Idec that i’m on the negative end. Like you all need to open your eyes.
K that’s all. Love, I’
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